Dear God

It's been months, since I've last talked to you. I miss you so. When I see others, who are not afraid to say they are a child of God, I envy them. I am not ashamed of being a child of yours, I'm just ashamed of what I am as a person now. I feel your presence everyday, yet I pretend not to. I'm just afraid to face you, it only just reminds me of how great you are, and the person I've become, when I am without you.

People says, God is not real, he's just something people make up to be real, but I know, you are so real. When I was close to you, I was happy. Now, my life seems to be so empty, and I feel so lost. You gave so much and want so little, Humans give so little but want so much. I need to find my way back to you, I hate who I am now.

I miss you and the life we used to have together.

love
wy


Officially turned 21

So old..........................

Working on my bday sob sob..

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Looking forward to Saturday


My birthday is coming up soOn....
For my 21st, invited some of my special friends. I like to keep it, close and personal instead of having a party, where loads of people are invited, and sometimes you don't even really know who they are.

Even though 2 of my special friends, will not be able to make it. But it's all cool :) I know they are the type of friends that would try to make it if they could ! Happpy Birthday to Tam...on the 4th of August...Hope you have a wonderful night with your babygirl! It seems you've got loads of problems on your mind right now....I really hope, that everything will get better soon, for you and your family.

Julie, enjoy your night at your cousin's birthday party. Even though I really did want you to come, but, your cousin's party was already decided before mine, so basically i was a little too late. But everything's cool.

I hope, it will be a wonderful night on the 4th for everyone!

WyWy


It's been 34months..2 more months before our 3rd year anniversary.
You've been so wonderful. I guess I am the selfish one, even though I've never realized it until now, I've never really cared for you as much as you have for me.

Maybe I've always took it for granted, that as my bf it is your duty to perform all these duties, but I've never really given a thought about why you were willing to do the things you have done for me..

* i luv u babe*


I miss my friends, both overseas or local. Time, really is a huge test on friendships. Many of the friendships, never passed that test. Sometimes, I really envy others who has a regular person or group to talk to about anything or doing any certain activity. I do have , a few names of friends I would talk to, but seriously how often would we meet up.

It's hard to get everyone together. Now, that most of them are married and pregnant, I guess family will be the first priority for them and it is understandable.
I love my friends, I guess I do. But sometimes, time is not the only obstacle, another would be a person's heart. I feel sad, when I hear news about them through someone else's mouth. Just makes me question, if it was me not making enough effort to be part of their lives or I'm just not needed in their life. Sometimes, it's hard and lonely for only one person, willing to try and put in an effort to keep a friendship.

And that is one good reason, to stop trying, because it just reflects how alone you are in this whole thing.


Examsss..........over
Yay I am all over the mOon and the stars and the clouds...Management exam today, last exam. Studied till 2am yesterday, tried to sleep but........I was so nervous ...I slept around 3 am, I think, woke up at 7am. I was exhausted. My brains were reminding me, to remember this definition or that theory.

When i first, read the exam questions, my first thought, was , "I am so dead" Well when I finally calm myself down, I realised that, everything I remembered, were what the exam questions were asking for. Well, I'm not sure how I'll go in this exam, I hope I'll pass, maybe that tiny little nerdy greedy biatch, in me was hoping more, like a distinction or high distinction maybe. *LoL*

Heroes , Prisonbreak..........................I can't wait ...tonight..........Sorry My brain is still cramped up with all the management definitions and theories.......All I can say is...I am so happy...lallalal


Haven't blogged for ages.
Wonder why? Too Lazy maybe.

It's nearly the end of one semester.
Life has been pretty alright for me. Got a part time job at my boyfriend's shop. At least,some money have been coming into my pockets lately.

Today, I just had my Indonesia oral. It went pretty alright, but I was too nervous. I'm glad it's all done and over with.


*HOORAY*

Now........................I have to study for my Management and Business Info System!

*I'm gonna watch some tv and surf some webbies first :)* LoL

Hello. I'm WyWy. [bold, underline, strike, italicize]



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