J gota a day off today.. i mean a whole day off..^^ guess where we went today..crown casino..lol gambling on easter dae..J won 300bucks from da pokies machine..he spend like 5 bucks..me won 91 bucks and my goody goody fwend..Jen..won about 50..lol......fun day


i hope we wun get addicted to pokies,,
lol i'm gonna play pokies on next friday

wywy


[ guessi wot, my parents are applying a credit card for me..YAY window shopping days are over for me *slash slash slash*..kee...yeh i wanted a Apper Ibook..g4 guess wot my parents are probably gonna get it for me..I'm such a spoilt pampered kid..^^ u CAN call me spoilt, pampered..or wotever..lol those words dun mean any shyt to me..^^ lol soona or lata..I'm gunna haf my own car too..whoopee...i can drive drive drive...slash slash slash..type type type...geez life will get pwetti boring if i can get everything i want...

Material things, are simply not what I've always wanted..I can have everything i want..but yet feel so empty spritually and emotionally. Many things that i've ever wanted are not any of the above..but *sigh* I just needed someone to understand me, but almost everyone that i knew in my life, just simply assume the kind of person they thought that i would be. Itz so hard to open up to people, when all they ever do is assume. " i thought u were this Blah blah blah kinda person, but now i realised ur not" " i thought u could do this, but now i guess i was wrong" I was always me from the start, I don;t think i ever did changed..But " change" was what they claimed to be the reason, why i am not the person they think i am, or why i could not achieve what they thought i could achieved...

I hate it, but what can i do..Whatever they are doing to me, i on the otherhand is also guilty for assuming "people to be who i thought they were" " what comes around goes around." My pride always stands in my way, itz so hard to for me to say sorry, even when it involve hurting the ones you love the most... .Everyone said that i'm self-centered, i don't give a shit about others...they don't know any shit about what's going on in my life...I have this "i don;t give a damn" look on my face..all da time..but does i t means i'm not affected that I am not on the verge of a breakdown, inside of me...Sometimes i'm hurting so bad..on the inside but all i ever do is smile, and if i have to cry..i'll only cry in the dark. No one would know, that tears are falling down my face, no one would ever find out ..that ..i'm not as strong as they thought i''ll be..

Continuously living under other ppl's high expectations , is one torturous journey in our daily lives, but i guess this is one journey no one can avoid or escape from. Afterall, without expectations of your own and others, one would not be pushed to the limit, to the point or peak of their life where they'll be motivated and would achieved the most. i guess expectations from others, is another form of improvement for us, which would be implemented in our daily lives and help us to become a better person...

Look in the positive way, wywy!]


xxx...Jay and me went out today..time passes so quickly when i am with him...xxx Jay had some rashes kinda fing so he went to see da doc..while i went to da library to get some books for me to read on da train..damn all the books i wanted to get..eg Dan brown's angels and demons, deception point, da vinci code...were all out..and Brother fish was out too..People said those books were good..itz so so popular..no wonder every single one of them were out..*disappointed* Well i got some othda books, *Nadia's song *, * Without Mercy,* , *Behaving Badly *..they look kinda goot to me..yeh i have not read it but..^^ it should be good.
Me and J had lunch afterwards. J is so predictable, he ordered beef special and a lemonade wif half lemon in it...lol he always eats the same food and drinks da same drink..*sigh* We went shopping at dandy..J got himself the 100ml Ralph Lauren Silver...awwww I'm not sure why guyz like it..coz it doesn't smell that good to me..* i wan Jlo miami glow * awww...90bucks...when can i get it huh? it smells incredibly wonderful..

J got me a track pants...pink with these words at the back *mind da gap..* hee i wanted to pay for it..but..awwwww and he actually got me these billabong..hoody shirt for me which cost like 60 bucks...feel so bad bad..he always get me stuff...his bday is coming soon..any one got any ideas..to get a guy who has everything? V'day is over...and now..i'm having a headache again.....
lol..J is so so cute..so sweet to me...i was saying that he shld not get me da top..but he said " 不要那麼計較﹐你是我的老婆。。還那麼見外" awwwwwww

it wuss a sweet day...for me
but time passes so quickly
it wun stop even for a min


haiz..waiting for next friday again..

Hello. I'm WyWy. [bold, underline, strike, italicize]



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