...I hope i'll be able to get into nursing..I always wanted to be a fashion designer..thatz where my real passion lies..People often say to follow your heart in whatever you do, and you'll succeed...I used to believe..that..but the truth is.......itz getting harder to believe in that saying. Reality sets in, and in this world that we are living in right now, you need more than Passion to help you achieve what you really want. Itz even harder in the world of fashion, the trends come and go..one minute you can be right on top of the "Best designers list" and the next minute, no one would even remember who you are. "u are history, KO game over" Nursing is hard too, but nothing is easy in the world anymore. I'm gonna work as a nurse first. When i have enough cashy, I'll open my own fashion shop.. with my own clothing designs and my own label. There are gonna be tough times on the way...but....itz gonna make me stronger not weaker..^^ i will perservere I will not give up even when all hope is gone I will achieve I will succeed................................


I thought that Friday the 13 was already bad enough. Gosh, i din expect that the worse was yet to come. My parents and us (the three monkeys) were supposed to go out and have dinner. But unfortunately, my dad's car broke down, and we had to bring it to the mechanic. The mechanic had no spare parts at the time and so my dad had to leave the car with him. Well, i thought "It wasn't that bad, we could get a cab or ask someone to take us home." But wait..there were 5 of us and we would not be able to fit into the cab, well we should be able to..but the law says otherwise. Well, so we had to ask a friend to come pick us up. We were relieved.....but just when we were leaving our store...my dad realised "oops he left the home keys in the car. The mechanic was long gone." ....................In the end, we had to wait for the mechanic to go to his place to get the keys out for us, before we would be able to go home. Lucky for my dad, the mechanic no was written outside the shop...otherwise...the whole family would be homeless..for a night....damnz..

My hubby Jay, lend his car to my dad for a day, and Jay had to go borrow off his friend's car..lol how cute..he is such a Mr Nice Guy..................*squeeze squeeze *


What can i say? It is indeed a bad day for me. Got a eye infection, and the doc says that unless it recovers in a week, i have to undergo an operation to get the cyst out..HMMz...and right early in the morning......my mum yelled at me and my sister for no reason..... :(.. this is the worst Friday the 13 in my whole life..i hate friday the 13.....(*_*)


For the last last 2 days, me and J would have arguements and it was usually over the phone. As usual, it was always me starting the fight, for some silly reasons. When i'm mad, i tend to say many hurtful things to J even though i don;t mean any of it and i guess it hurts J badly. I feel so silly, I'm always expecting him to be a better boyfriend, i'm never contented with what he already is- a good sweet bf. Sometimes it hurts so bad, when he takes what he has promised me for granted. But i guess no one is perfect, and i should not condemn him just because of one thing that he does, that is not to my satisfaction.I guess i'm pretty mean to J and I'm a very demanding girlfriend. The one reason that pisses me off..is the same reason why i s2 J so much. During arguements , J never once yelled at me o r shouted at me, no matter how mean i am to him. He'll just always say silly jokes to try to calm me down, but it always has the opposite effect.He is so patient with me, and no matter what he'll always forgive me time and time again, with not a single complain coming out of his mouth. This has an effect of making me feel utterly mean. Few days ago, i was sick and h e came over to boil this pear soup for me..awwwww even though it does nt taste very good..but..he melts my heart. wotta silly boi..Thinking back into the past 8 mths, i realised, that he indeed never ever did threw a temper at me..but me on da other hand..has so many tempers to throw at him. poor J..but i guess thatz the price he has to pay for lOVING wy....I'm so bossy...^^ and mean..hmmz but maybe thatz what he likes about me..lolz

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