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Tuesday, November 28, 2006,8:27 PM

Sometimes. ..life can be so cruel, but even so, we still try our best to hang on, and live for that one hope. It makes, me sad, to see bad things happening to people who deserve so much more, yet my ability to do more for them is, indeed limited. But i believe, that when God, takes away one part of you, he makes another part complete.. Even when it's one part, we don;t necessarily think, it needs completion, but life has it's own plan for you.

We, humans, runs this world, we are living in. We seem so invincible compared to other creatures on earth, but beyond everything, we are still very fragile. Our soul, can make us complete and strong but it can also leaves us shattered and weak. No matter how life treats you, do not let your soul be shattered. Being able to breathe keeps you alive, having a soul that loves life and fight for life, makes you more alive then you ever know. There is no reason to be still breathing just to keep you alive, when the soul inside of you, has given up on life.

Life is too short, to be dwelling about the past, about your current situation because time will never stop for you neither will it turn back for anyone of us. It's hard, trying to be happy, when the past and other troubles..you are facing...just constantly appears in your head...and happiness, can seem so far and complicated....but when you look closely around you, you can find happiness, even in the simplest form. Trying to be happy, wanting to be happy, knowing you deserved to be happy.........there's nothing more important than that.

Tam,
life hasn;t been fair on you and people have let you down. But don't give up hope especially not now. Fight for what you deserved, even when you know it might not change the outcome, but give it your best shot. You, have a gf that loves u, and friends that care for you. Forgive yourself, it's hard but it's only when you let go of those guilt, then you can be happy, or do you not want to be happy ? would u feel guilty, if you let go of those guilt and be happy? I really hope,,,you walk out of it soon, because if you can;t move forward, would your sister be happy the next time she looks into your eyes? i;ve been there, trying to forget the hurt..but everytime i look into the eyes, of those who caused me so much pain, I see their guilt in their eyes..and it just brings all the pain back. I really hope one day, you can smile freely once again.

Gelly, Jo, May
We've been friends most of our lives...counting back..itz almost 9 years now..i;m so grateful for your friendships...and even though May is happily married now...I hope we remain close friends forever...*hugs* Memorable times * Gelly + May fighting and crying for Ryan on my bday*
* Gelly gets the chance to talk to the plants* * Taking da bus home together* and loads more..
LOVE YA tatah

Sunday, November 26, 2006,4:45 PM

..............*Fate, brings people together in the most unexpected ways.".................

I believe, God places..certain people at a certain time...in your life, for a reason. My self-esteem and confidence..reached the bottom pitt this year. For the first half of the year, all i did was laze around. Kinda, feels good at the start not having to get up early to go to school, or listening to boring lectures...But the boredom, from lazing around and not having a purpose in life gets your confidence and self-esteem going so low, sooner then you thought would happened.

Enroling into the course, was a last minute decision and it was the last thing on my mind. Yet, it only takes, those few minutes or seconds..for the person who is typing this entry out...to find her way back School, has always been a tortue for me, yet I've learnt so much in this past 4 months.
Even though, everyone in my class have their own personal problems, and difficulties...they've never stopped encouraging each other. Even, though it has only been 4months of school, I thank God for bringing us together , for the chance to be able to be touched by the presence and words, of each other.

For me, I guess i've opened up myself a little. Facing my biggest fear, Conquering it, was something i never thought i could do and i would have never been able , if no one had encourages me, telling me I can do it, or if i never been inspired by those who gave their all, when they did their presentation. I'm thankful for that.

Now, as I start the next chapter of my life....I'll use everything i've learnt, to write my story that is waiting to happen. I'm gonna try my best and aim to improve my self-confidence ...everyday. Thanks everyone, for these 4 months...........

It did make a difference in my life.