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Friday, December 17, 2004,7:13 PM

+sigh+

Results revealed...

sigh..did alrite i guess..for someone who did not even open her books this year...but still undecided about wot course i am going into..sighx...havta hurry and change my preferences......bored bored bored day...

Friday, December 10, 2004,7:12 PM

+Jo came to aus+

.... It wus a last min decision..that came in a big surprise for me...
Today Jo is arriving in aus..i told her to call me da belli min she touch down..but i was waiting till 11 be4 she called...omg..me and moi sis took a bus to a nearby train station..it was anuthda rainy day.. That wasn't da worst... me and moi sis actualli got lost in da ct..looking for da hotel Jo was living in...

On this day, Jay called me ova 30times to make sure that i was alrite..he even called up places to ask for info on how..to get bk frm da ct..and told ne da cab no in case i get lost...aww my hun..newaes..I still could not find da hotel..and was getting frustrated...but thanks to J calling up to da hotels..i found Jo..my silli J..so silli but so cute..

we took Jo around...it was hailing when we get back...(ice dropping frm da sky) I was so blardy tired..man...i swear..aww but it was so cool seeing an old friend...*sigh* I bought a huge me to u teddy for my J..to thank him for being so sweet to me....

tired tired.........

Thursday, December 09, 2004,12:21 PM

*3 more days to go * wywy *scream*

omg omg ..panicking.........results results...today is yet anuthda day...driving lessons will start at 1..i fink...60 bucks gone again just for an hour and a half of driving around..i'mma pwetti bad bad driva...i got this phobia of driving..afraid that i mite hit someone or get into an accident..itz scawee...but oh wells driving is fun fun lotsa fun too...
J gave me a surprise visit yesterday...he came to my hm again..but i was too lazi to open da door...coz i was tired and for me to walk frm my room to da front door..requires a veri large amt of energy so i just told him to knock da door..and my sis prob would open the door for me...lol i'm veri lazi aint I...kekek but i was sweet of him to come and see me despite da fact that he was belly tired...well who wouldn;t be tired wking from 9am in da morning till 9pm at nite..omg..datz bloody long hours.....as usual he left at 11pm...*sighz* Hez realli such a goot hun..dobno why? I just love everytime, he came to visit me.....*dweamzy*

Life is PWEETI bored...trying hard to get a job now..^^ all words but no actions..taken..sigh THATZ ME...I can go on for ages talking about how i need a job blah blah blah..but at da end too lazi to make da first step in getting wot i want..so mayb i will NEBA EVA GET A JOB...hahaha ...LoL...I'm just waiting ..just waiting..............

Tuesday, December 07, 2004,9:39 PM

6 days to go..

....6 days to go..

my results will be out...it'll determine the course of my career..*sighx* no matta wot...there'll be a way out for me..

Every morning when i open my eyes, the happiness of being loved overwhelms me...the feeling of being loved and cherished by another individual human being..is so wondaful..In da past..every morning would just be anothda ordinary day for me..but now..somehow..I wake up every morning with a smile on my face..and a taste of sweetness in my heart..*Love* does so many strange things in a person in so many different ways..My world was only in black, grey and white before i found him.. Now that he's in my life...there's so many colours in my world othda then black, grey and white....I wonda if he is realli da one for me...How can someone..truly noe if that person he or she realli loved at this min, would be his or her soulmate for life? Everyfing seems so rite, so perfect but ..the outcome is always a mystery. In the pathways of life, you bound to meet many twist and turns along the way to your goal..these twists and turns mite be for da betta or mite be for the worse.. Falling in love is like watching a movie with lots of twists in its plot...u neba noe da ending..*sighx* J wat wuld be our ending...would it be a fairytale ending or just ...anothda regret added on to the *regrets list* in life.

Monday, December 06, 2004,11:10 PM

* reading his diari*

He has onli 2 written pages in his diari...when i read his diary..I kinda get jealous becoz those 2 pages were about a gurl he used to like...*wy turning green* I confiscated da diary...me and him make a deal in da year 2005..that both of us wuld write a diary each and at the end of the year we would exchange our diary...isn't that kewl..and everifing in da diary had to be true feelings not stuff u make up to let each othda read...aww my hun my hun..hhehehe He always like to peep at my diary...and there were many stuff in it i could not let him read...coz those are matters and all my feelings and thoughts that i wuld like to keep it safe in my heart...*Sighz* when we are togethda..time passes so quickli..and J has to go back hm...it was 11.sumfin when he went back...aww wellz...i'll getta see him on Thursday...again...

J showed his mum ..da neoprints we took omg..
but he said his mum was happi so it was alrite...
how embarrassing.............
4 me coz my dad and mum noe i got a bf name J
but his parents doesn't noe..........

Sunday, December 05, 2004,11:30 PM

my hun and i watch a mobi

+...for the whole day...i have been so bored..nuffin to do at hm...the onli fing that i'm looking forward to is watchin movi wif my hun on Mond. It was such a long wait...at 7 sumfing in the evening...a phone call ...ends my boring day with a sweet surprise...it was probabli one of the best phone calls...in my life. My hun told me that we would be going to see the movi "saw" today instead of Mon. whoopee...i get changed and waited patientli for my J.. we daw da movi "saw" was gunna be crappi..but luckili it was quite good...da mind twisters..kept both of us in suspense..it was pretti interesting but quite gross.. I hate da part when da doctor saw off his own feet...me and my hun felt pain in our own feet...so much blood but the movi was good..went hm at 11.30 am... I daw my hun would not call me..but then he called..and we chatted for a while before going to bed...sweet hun is so cute...+

da end of anothda day..

waiting forward for tomaro when J wuld bring his diary for me to read.. as he promised he would

off ta bed...tata

,1:56 PM

omg..i dreamt about my results...

Everyfing was so real....as i open my report bk and my results were stated clearly there...69.5 even though i knew that was probably the best mark i deserved but still i can't help feeling disappointed...Lisa my friend was in my dream..and i dreamt that she got an enter score of 80... :( it was so frightening...*regrets now for not studying hard* The day that my result would become known to me is slowly approaching and i am getting wealli nervous...i got a feeling that perhaps my results wuld be lower then wat i haf dreamt of and maybe even my hunni bum J would score betta results then me...i am preparing myself a hole now for me to hide myself in it afta i get my result...wealli regretxz not studying but oh well that wun help anifing...i just wan an enter score of 70 ...pls pls pls pls pls pls.....but dun fink that would come true...DEC 13...MY DOOMED DAY..SIGHZ...DA DAY that i PRAY wuld not come so quickli........*escaping reality*

nervous nervous wywy on da edge of nervous breakdown
* a loud sighx*
8 MORE DAYS

Saturday, December 04, 2004,8:03 PM

sum1 read my diary..grrr

I'm so bored again TODAY......*grrrr* frustrationz building up in me....yesterday i was so surprised, becoz J camta my hm..stupid boi....He said he was bored afta work thatz why he came ova...well i guess he just wanted to watch dat Jap porn movi..which my DAD had asked me to borrow...omg wotta horny cunt man...it was like 18+... My 2 sisz were there in da living room..and they actualli put it in for J.. da start was alreadi......more then i can bear 2 women groping each otherz boobies..so within 5 minz..J told my sis to take it out.. I wenta in my rm..and J followed in...stupid hun..I'm not sure wot came ova me...or how he persuaded me into letting him read my diary..hez da first person..to read it.. He told me he will onli reach a page..and by da end of da nite..he read almost all of it *wy finding a hole to hide herself* i guess thatz human nature..one is neba enuff...he came at 9 sumfin...and went hm at 11. He was so full of himself when he went bk ...y...becoz he found out somefing frm my diary..sumfing he alwayz wanted to know..But my hun looks so belly cute..when he acts so kiddy...itz only sumfin that small but he was ova da moon...cute hun..

Moi results coming out soon..I know i will not get a high score...well i just hope it will be enuff for uni...scawee...

alritex..hafta stop blogging now..

tatax

Friday, December 03, 2004,3:02 PM

+_+

*misses her hun* Life's been pweeti boring for me..everyone else are bz working and here i am at hm on da net for ages..I used to hate working but somehow i'm starting to miss it. I need a job badly now..but y can't i find one..maybe i'm not trying hard enuff..results are coming out in 2weeks or mayb less..I got a feeling i did pretti bad..so i dun fink there would b any courses in Uni for me...Times passing by so quickly, everyonez grown up and have their own lives. Slowly we'll drift apart i guess..thats life..I wonda how my fwendz in sg are doing..itz been a year since i last saw them...*sighz* I'm sucha lazi lazi bum i guess...

i'mma so bored now...gonna go watch some dvds..can't be stuffed writing nemore....

*yawnz* * off i go* *waves gdbye*

Thursday, December 02, 2004,10:00 PM

*3mths* whOopee

Today is our 3mths anniversary...though we din do anifin and J is wking on diz day..but itz still so special to me.. I neba eva thought i would be in a real relationship for 3 mths...and ...throughout this period in my life...I finally understand what's its like to b truly happi..In my past relationship, there were sweet times too..but da bad times conquer the good. Though i loved that someone..deeply which mayb i still do now...but sometimes love just ain't enough.. Regrets comes from the choices we made in life, and it is part of life. I don't want to look back. On this day, i realise how imp J has become in my life. From just a shoulder for me to lean on and cry on, he becomes

someone that i can trust and love. He knows all my moods and understands all my needs. I lub J..i hope we'll always be *not* together...(saying da opposite makes fingz happen in da way u want it to be ^^) Jz is so gullible..he believes everything i tell him, my cutiepie..oh wells!

Pls believe

Pls believe me, when i say Da words "I love u",

Believe that it came from da bottom of my heart.

Pls believe me when i say I need u in my life,

Take my hands and promise you'll neba let me go.

Though there mayb times, things would get rough,

And there will be times we feel like letting go.

But pls believe me when i say , we'll be able to make it thru,

If we would just hold on titely to each othda.

Hun lastly, pls believe me when i say i dun eba wanna lose u..

becoz wifout chu baby,

I will fall apart.

written by: wywy

to: my hun J

Wednesday, December 01, 2004,4:40 PM

* Driving..4 da first tym*

*Woke up* feeling so excited. Today will be da day to show J and my dad..my superb driving skills...J went for a haircut be4 he came ova to my hm...Today is my 1st driving lesson and J has today off..datz so coOl..timez passing quicky, soon it wuss 11am...i shld be xcited..but..wherz J..omg..I called him, and he told me that he was outside of my hm..toking wif my dad..*sense of relief* It wuss scary, starting to drive into da big roads..scared da shyt outta me..I guess i sort of scared da shyt out of my dad and J...my lesson goes for an hour and a half...it ends at 12.30pm..I was running towards my dad to ask him for da key to my hm and my poor mobile dropped out..it hit really hard on da road....my heart broke.. There were scratches on it...i was so so upset...and my cute hun..suggested that i can haf his mob..coz his is brand new..We had da exact same phone...aww hez is so so sweet..owaz giving me da goot stuff..my hun cute (o_O)..but obviously i dun wan his..coz .....*SHRUGS*..HEZ my hun..i wan him to haf da best too...oh well i'll just get anuthda cova....Aftda driving..J and i went to get some videoz to go see it at his hm...I was getting impatient waiting for him in da video store...as he was paying his mob bill..in someplace....then finally i saw him walk into da store...wif 2 bowls of noodles....how cute my hun...*LUbx* him..but one of da bowl of noodle was not shut titely and all da soupy came out into da plastic bag...J suggested that i haf da othda one..and...he POURED DA SOUP FRM DA PLASTIC BAG BK into da bowl and he ate it..wotta funni cunt...it was fuNNA spending tym at his hm and watching movies then going to da cinemas....He brought me hm at 4.30pm and he spend some tym at my hm...when he has to go hm...i was sad..coz i noe i would miss him the beri min.. he.leaves..my hun my sexc hun...

I;m so lucki u are mine..coz neone treats me so sho wondaful lyk ya do..

Truli, i'm one luck gurli..becoz I have found you..

I dun wanna leave you, no matta how hard itz gunna be..

Becoz i noe ....all my waitings will b worthwhile

and hun, I'll do anything i promise, all just so i can be with u..