I'm so..utterly disappointed with someone. He used to be someone i loved the most..He remains so special to me ..but what he have said or have written to me recently..makes me think twice about why i even care to help him in the first place . The words that he wrote to me..every single word..hurts me. He turns to me for cash again..saying that if he don;t have the cash, he would be dead for sure, i rejected him..He called me selfish. If i was selfish, i would not even starve myself to be get him da 2oobucks he need..did he know that? I did not want him to repay me or even need him to do that, and now he's calling me selfish because i'm not giving him the 5oobucks he need..I don't have the cash and i'm certainly not his atm machine. If i could help a friend..i would do everything i could to help and just because I'm not giving him what he expected to gets from me, i'm listed on his "selfish people list" Is that fair? Was i wrong for thinking that he wasn't what ppl said he was? was i wrong for trying to make him a better person? was i wrong for wishing that he would change for the better? am i wrong for thinking that we could still be friends after everything? i guess i am..To him , a friend is someone who will clean up his mess everytime he gets in trouble, and if that friend can no longer do that..therez no use anymore in keeping that friend. If that is his defintion of a friend, I guess I 've to stop trying and wishing for us to be friends...I never once regret the times we've been together..no matter how hard it was..but what he've said..makes me ponder..if i did a right thing in calling him up in the first place and getting together ..agaim i guess itz wrong for me t o go against fate ....if a relationship ends, it ends..no matter how much u want it to continue, therez no point of finding any excuses or reasons to start it again..coz in the end u'll realise that it was all a fantasy..and you'll only get yourself hurt..just like me.
Hello. I'm WyWy.
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