Saturday, May 07, 2005,10:14 AM
+s2 comes at a price s2+
For the last last 2 days, me and J would have arguements and it was usually over the phone. As usual, it was always me starting the fight, for some silly reasons. When i'm mad, i tend to say many hurtful things to J even though i don;t mean any of it and i guess it hurts J badly. I feel so silly, I'm always expecting him to be a better boyfriend, i'm never contented with what he already is- a good sweet bf. Sometimes it hurts so bad, when he takes what he has promised me for granted. But i guess no one is perfect, and i should not condemn him just because of one thing that he does, that is not to my satisfaction.I guess i'm pretty mean to J and I'm a very demanding girlfriend. The one reason that pisses me off..is the same reason why i s2 J so much. During arguements , J never once yelled at me o r shouted at me, no matter how mean i am to him. He'll just always say silly jokes to try to calm me down, but it always has the opposite effect.He is so patient with me, and no matter what he'll always forgive me time and time again, with not a single complain coming out of his mouth. This has an effect of making me feel utterly mean. Few days ago, i was sick and h e came over to boil this pear soup for me..awwwww even though it does nt taste very good..but..he melts my heart. wotta silly boi..Thinking back into the past 8 mths, i realised, that he indeed never ever did threw a temper at me..but me on da other hand..has so many tempers to throw at him. poor J..but i guess thatz the price he has to pay for lOVING wy....I'm so bossy...^^ and mean..hmmz but maybe thatz what he likes about me..lolz
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