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Tuesday, October 24, 2006,8:06 PM

--- Where am I heading? -----

This question frequently pop up in my head. My answer is ___________blank__________

Omg! I hate this feeling. How do you figure out, what you are meant to do, what career you should

pursue. I'm at a crossroad... should I, just go to uni, finished my degree, and eventually a job will

be waiting for you at the end. or doing what I love best, venturing into the unknown, puruing

my dreams, yet the likelihood of getting a job at the end, depends on your luck, your talent,

being at the right place at the right time. There are so many times in my life, I tell myself " i

should, have done that, or say this. " I hate it. I hate regrets, things that I could have achieve

yet did not have enough courage to go for it. I know, that, it is only when you are doing the

things you love best, then you would most likely, to put your heart and soul into it.

but back to reality, fashion design, is all about talent and luck. You might put in as much

effort, in learning all the skills,but at the end of the day, it is what God bless you with, that

would help you to achieve your dreams. This is a competitive industry. I'm not

a competitive person, I just want to do, the things I love doing.

I know that, once i finish my 4 years of uni, start working, I might never get a chance again
to actually do the course I want to do....

I have so many regrets in my life, but i know deep inside, giving up fashion design, would be the biggest regret of my life. Everyone's born with a certain passion burning within them, they are blessed with certain gifts and talent from God, I've been hiding it for so long, using so many realistic thinkings to compress the burning flame inside me, now I just can't compress it any longer.

It is so hard, but it is harder choosing to give up your passion, without giving it a go.